because i'm only an average girl~

A different memory for the same event

Well, I guess while there are people having their post-emcc withdrawals, I would write something here, but no because I'm one of those people. Having chose to go on SEP last semester made me forgo SUAD 2012 and EMCC 2013. Which technically means I only had one concert in my time in Blast - EMCC 2011.

Got asked to help with emcc 2013 when I came back though, as ASM. Honestly, I didn't think of helping out as part of the production crew because part of me, most of me wanted to be at the audience seat and be watching the whole concert. Being part of the crew would mean that not only can't I dance in any items, I wouldn't be able to watch as well. So when I agreed to help, it was more because I accepted the role because a good friend asked.

I never really knew the role of an ASM, and I never really expected anything. what's more, I don't know anything to begin with. Stepped in only expecting that whatever I am told to do, I will just do it. And whatever is being taught to me, I will just learn. Which means to say, I wasn't that willing.

It was really until the bump-in, the show days itself then i understood, and I didn't really mind not being able to sit at the audience area anymore. It was a good experience, and a good lesson. Although I admit that I didn't do very well in this role, it's not something that I would reject the next time. Just that, I need to stop being so scared. And I really want to thank Leron for guiding and teaching me so much, and having so much faith in me.

No withdrawal, but it was a memory, that is different. And I can say that it would be one that not many would have.