Super24

I just had to post this entry before i start work. So, today was S24 competition day after many many trainings that we had. I would just say despite all the unhappiness, i'm glad the item came out good. Although not the champions, I was rather surprised and content with getting the 5th place. I never expected to get such a placing at all, hearing about all the participating teams and such, I was a little scared at first. But I guess all ends well in the end. yea. Well, the winning teams were just too good. It's the kind like they go on stage and you know they are gonna own it. So much dynamics and energy. There's so much to learn from them. It was satisfying just to watch them from the side, and really, they deserve to win. :D

I'm guilty for all the wanting to give up halfway, thinking that this will never work out and stuff. But I guess when you have a different goal it does make things easier. Wanting to win is not wrong, but wanting to create a memorable moment motivates me further. Sometimes you just have to see past winning and see what is more than just that. Winning is probably just a bonus, if we do win that is. There isn't any 'oh I could have done better if given another chance' feeling after performing. okay maybe just a little, when i suddenly lost track of direction and didn't know where to go next. But it's not the 'I didn't give in my 100%' kind of feeling. While waiting for the scores I just felt that I will be contented with a reasonable score, and it was. :)

This is probably my last performance with this Blast! batch, before I graduate, because I can't do SUAD and after coming back from exchange I'm left with half a year of university. So I guess it made a good ending to my Blast! adventures. hohoho. :D